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Why is it that the things we want to last the most don’t, and the things we want gone stay there forever? The most special moments look like marble, but are built from dirt. Every detail has been carefully thought out, sculpted and molded by my hands. In the end, you think I’ve crafted aContinue reading “A Shattered Diamond”

Everyday, I wake up and practice the same routein. I find about a hundred different people and ask them, “Hey, how are you?” The answer is always, “Good, you?” And I always reply with, “Good.” Then we nod to each other, coming to a mutual understanding that we don’t really want to have a conversation,Continue reading “The Greeter”

My life is split in two, divided by the people that surround me. A line is drawn down the middle, segregated by my actions. I frequently cross over it, attempting to live in both worlds so I don’t have to decide which field is greener. But my legs can’t jump across forever, a choice hasContinue reading “Deep Down”

I believe I’m not a bad person. Even when I lie, or lash out, I still believe. But deep down inside, I know I must be. Because you can’t stand to be around me. You won’t listen to me without getting irritated, won’t talk to me without arguing, won’t love me without conditions. . ButContinue reading “Deserving”

*I’m tired and didn’t want to write very much. Sorry. I miss you all, and hope you’re all surviving. 🙂 . My entire life feels like I’m treading water. Like I slept past my alarm. I’m scrambling through time, disconected from everything, understanding nothing, and wishing I could get it all together. My voice isContinue reading “Deranged”

Cuz this is all I can think about right now….. Cries. . Anxiety, the things we don’t see. The twitch of a nerve, the beating of a heart. The darkness in fire, the chaos in silence. . Sweaty palms, shaking hands, pounding heart. . Late nights, exhasted eyes, panicked head. . An overloaded brain justContinue reading “Panicked Anxiety”

When the sun comes up, the moon goes down. Every time the world gives us something beautiful, Something else is taken away. Abducted. Stolen. Like it’s too good to have both. . The same light from a heart warming fire turns homes into ash. The same water we live off of destroys entire towns. WhenContinue reading “Opposition”

Like everything in life, an event occurs, and we feel the need to make it important. To make it memorable, to make it not be a waste of time. We give a reason for it, and figure out a deep meaning that moves people. A meaning that inspires. When in actuality, we have no ideaContinue reading “Smile, It’s a Funeral”

Wild animals aren’t meant to be controlled. Their instincts tell them to run from danger- to run from us. It’s in their nature to attack when threatened. Yet somehow we’ve managed to neutralize this behavior, and we’ve allowed ourselves to intrude on the animal’s habits in order to domesticate them. Cages have become their habitats,Continue reading “Caged”

Warning: vague mention of suicide… or maybe not so vague….uhh, just mentions suicide… kinda I take poison everyday. My eggs are dosed with melonchaly, my chocolate with sorrow, and my bagel with anxiety. Each bite only weakens my tolerance, and dulls my ability to recognize it’s taste. Pretty soon, I won’t realize the toxin isContinue reading “March Madness – Poisoned”