*Wild Card Post*
Don’t mind me having a mental breakdown about turning 18 this week… Also posting this without editing, because I know if I edit it, I’ll probably delete everything
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18
You’re not a minor melody anymore
But your song gets lost in every key
You’re intonation is off, you’re not really there yet
But they expect you to be a master.
What if I quit singing?
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18
You can do whatever you want
But they’ll send you to jail if you do it wrong.
Ship you off to a war someone else declared
They decided to make you pay the cost.
But you can vote for the next unqualified ruler
That counts for something right?
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18
You got your life figured out yet?
Every career you’ve chosen
They passed off as a hobby.
“You need real ambitions if I’m going to pay for your college”
“What do you want to be when you grow up?”
Happy.
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18
Still no license,
Permit’s been expired for a while.
But I’m so screwed up in the head,
They think I’m being dramatic.
I feel bad still asking for rides.
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18
And I don’t feel like celebrating
Turn off the music, and take back the gifts.
I have too much to do,
I can’t think about being alive right now.
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I’m eighteen
And I feel like an infant
I want to sleep in my crib again.
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-The Splintered Pencil
Yeah. This.
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oh my goodness i’m going to cry
and this part? ““What do you want to be when you grow up?”
Happy.”
devastating but so relatable
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